Tuesday, September 01, 2009
I feel like such a jerk.
I am hurting people around me unknowingly.
Creating hatred when I could have just ignored everything.
I am the one getting myself drowned in all this mess.
I deserve it.
5:43 PM
Monday, August 31, 2009
I really can't understand how some people think. You think I don't feel bad doing this to you is it? I am already trying to phrase it in the nicest way I can. But you don't get it that your attitude towards people and things always spoils everything. Okay, I admit that the sentence I sent the second time was very harsh, but if I don't do that, will you automatically back out of this thing? Will you know what we are implying? My relationship with you is bad enough, that's why I am the one telling you that. I seriously don't mind at all not having you talking to me or whatever. It doesn't affect my life at all. Having you as a friend or not doesn't matter. Even though you've apologised, I must still say this. Think hard on what you've done before. There are things that you do or say that you think is a small matter, but I or even your friends are digusted by your moves. Remember on your birthday you didn't want me to go? Luckily, I did not go. If not, I think I will need to wash my brain to get rid of the memory. Don't blame your friends. They did not tell me anything, I guessed it. It's just something that I never imagined my friends doing. I know a lot of people outside do that, but I've always thought that smarter people are different. Seems like I'm wrong about it. I don't want to say it anymore. I'm tired of doing this. I'm always the one being the bad guy because my tolerance level is lower than any of your friends. I've never talked about anyone like this in my whole entire life. But you're seriously over my limit.
11:23 PM
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Oh gosh! My blog is so abandoned.Sad, but no one reads my blog anyway.It's just a place for me to pour out my emotions.Congrats to Mayday for winning a golden melody award for the best band.It's really a pity that Ashin did not win the best lyrics writer.Well, at least he is finally recognised after writing so many nice songs."迟来的正义，怎么又迟了一次" Quoted from Masa.Hope that next year will be a better year for Ashin. :DLast Kbox session was so long ago. 9 June.It was the funniest Kbox session ever. I swear.Me and Hui yan are the more chinese 派 one.Nicole, Diane, Min yee and Sheena are the english people.Min yee insisted on singing 朋友.When the song was playing, the waiter walked in.And we all started laughing.I think the waiter must be thinking that we are like some old people. Haha.Usually people go to Kbox to sing chinese songs, but we sang like 70% english songs.Surprisingly, I know how to sing most of the english songs. :DAnd they have LOVE STORY!!! We were screaming when we saw that.It is such a sweet song. I think guys should use this song to propose to girls.I am becoming more english, but I don't think I will ever switch to the english side.Chinese is just more suited for me.Recently, there is MYEs and I was mugging for it. Seriously.This is the first time I study so hard for something that I want to achieve.I don't want to be looked down by others.I want to prove that I can do it.I want to prove that I can pass every single subject.Being laughed at once is enough.
11:07 PM
Saturday, May 09, 2009
Woah, I spent like half a day outside today. I went to Hilltop for lunch and their teriyaki chicken was still so delicious. :) Oh, and I ate deer meat. It was a little overcooked though. After today, I can officially say that I dislike asparagus. It's so disgusting. Later, I went to get my new spectacles! Yay! I love it! I went to shop at Jurong Point. And I bought 2 skinny jeans from Levi signature. By the way, its on discount! Any 2 jeans for $99.90. Then my mum suggested me to buy clothes to wear for my cousin's wedding. But I didn't buy any today. I had a stomache and went home instead. I haven't been to a wedding for so long I just don't know what to wear. Last time, mostly I wear those children's white dresses. You know those kind of dresses that flowergirls wear, as I was still young then. But now, I am almost 16. Seriously, I don't know what I can buy. Someone give me some suggestions??
Look, what's in the sky??? Answer: Nothing!!! We're just fooling around. :D Good times always have to come to an end...
10:26 PM
Thursday, May 07, 2009
Social studies MYE was totally crazy. When I saw the SEQ, I was laughing on the inside. Luckily I studied and rewrote the notes for those 2 chapters yesterday, if not I can just flunk the whole exam. Thanks to the person who was supposed to do notes for the 2 chapters, but didn't do it. The SBQs were like shit la, I don't really understand the questions. It's so weird and I actually identified one question wrongly. :( I think I may fail or just a borderline pass. Haiz looks like I am far far away from DSA.
6:08 PM
Thursday, April 30, 2009
OMG, I finally found the time to blog!! Or you can just say, I am too lazy to blog. Haha. Anyways, I had english MYE this morning. I just tried out a new way of doing paper 1 and it works! I've always been doing my essay first before doing functional writing, but this time, I took Huiyan's and Nicole's advice to start with functional first then essay. I managed to finish paper 1, YAY!! Thanks a million to Huiyan and Nicole! :D Compre was quite a disaster, with all the "explain in your own words" and "explain clearly/fully". I actually wrote 5 or 6 lines for one of the question!! That's just crazy. I've never written an answer that is so long for english papers before, although I always do that for chinese. :) English is just not my cup of tea. After A. maths extra lesson, I went out with Nicole, shi jia and R.P. to watch X men origins: Wolverine. It was so exciting!! Wah, I hate that stupid stryker person. He's just so irritating. Why must people have motives for everything they do? Making use of others to get what they want is just as infuriating. But it was a great movie after all. It's a pity that wenlin missed it. Haha. From this post onwards, I will be putting one photo on every post to make it more colourful!! :D
Quote of the day: "那天和你傻笑着认识，是最幸福的事"
6:17 PM
Monday, March 16, 2009
Burnin' up1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the memo as well as the person you got the memo from.
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IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
I will be [OH!! It means I will be okay. Haha.]
WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Me against the music [I don’t really so against music.]
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Kids of the future [Not exactly true.]
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
You are the music in me [People I meet are the music in me. Oh that sound pretty nice.]
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
The great escape [I live to escape throughout my entire life?!!]
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Awake [That’s really a compliment. Thanks!! Although I am more of the opposite.]
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Toxic [Is it referring to Janell? Or just simply poisonous substances?]
WHAT IS 2+2?
Joy to the world [If it’s really true, no one will be sad in this world anymore.]
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Gotta go my own way [My best friend is not caring about me anymore…]
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
On top of the world [The person I like is on top of the world?! Like on Mount Everest?! Atmosphere?!]
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Queen of my heart [This is good. I am the Queen of my heart!!]
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
That’s just the way we roll [I’ll be rolling with someone when I grow up?!]
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
6 minutes [Just let me live for 6 more minutes, please!!!]
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Teardrops on my guitar [Oh that’s really sad.]
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Australia [The person I like will be an Australian, how cool!!]
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
BB good [Being good to others?! I don’t think that is very true.]
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Because of you [Because of you, my life took a turn.]
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Get back [Oh…So my friends like to get back at people!!]
WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
When you look me in the eyes [Why would someone making eye contact with me the worst thing??]
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Can’t have you [This is reasonable, actually quite true also.]
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
A twist in my story [Hmm…I really wonder what the twist is like…]
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Goodbye [I regret saying goodbye to someone…Actually, I do.]
HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Why [I’ll die asking why!! I’ll leave this world with regrets, how sad.]
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Fall for you [I’ll get married when I fall for someone?! That’s ridiculous.]
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Thunder [Am I really that loud??]
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Goodnight and goodbye [Oh no! That’s sad!]
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Two worlds collide [This is quite a reasonable answer.]
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Learning to fall [So I’ll fall badly everytime??]
WHAT WOULD YOU SAY, WHEN YOU MEET YOUR BOSS?
One man show [Oh yeah, I am going to beat you soon!!]
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Burnin’ upPS: This quiz is very fun. You should try it too!! :D
6:18 PM
